Entry No 12:-
It's been quite a while since I last felt I needed to write down how I feel, or express what my thoughts have been seeing these last few weeks. Honestly, to be fair, it's because things are going great.. Sure things have changed, friends have come and gone. Those that mattered have stayed constant, and I love them for it. University is coming along fine, I feel I am maintaining a strong work pattern and staying on top of my projects... Yet I do feel my overall motivation has been lacking to do stuff I find personally enjoyable. Perhaps it's because I'm trying to spread myself too thin... Trying to please everyone at once by devoting time to each of them- and for the most part, it's been good to let loose a little and simply enjoy the company of my boys, I missed our banter, I missed the companionship..
It's beginning to feel like I can find that elsewhere though, it's odd and I honestly never saw it coming but it seems like out of no-where. Some form of hope and ambition can be seen for the future... It's too early to tell if it'l ever come to fruition but the sheer fact it's there, bolstering my spirit and giving me something to wake up for in the morning is... Well it does wonders for a guys mind. I've been thinking of packing up and taking a trip to Denmark to revel in it, see where it might lead. I can't say for sure, but I can say it's looking like more and more of a possibility...
So, for those of you that do read this.. I can't say I'll always be consistent, but I can say I'll always be true. So there it is! My thoughts, happy and excited as they may be... Futures looking a little brighter these days.
Nevs,
