Entry no 10:-

Entry no 10:-

Today's my birthday.... I should be happy, my family came to see me. It was great, from the moment I saw them it filled me with joy. Something familiar in the dull day to day that's became normal. I heard of home, how my little bear was doing and plans of the future.

I feel lost though... More lost than ever before. I can't keep this up, I can't take it... This isn't me... I need to face the facts, I don't do well in this kind of environment. I'm on my own down here.. I don't feel the need to have to socialize. I don't feel the need to gain anyone's approval. Probably best if I keep to myself, it was the initial plan anyway..